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dear~~you know??today ming's bf vincent comments on my status....
i proud of his few words....''coz i love her so much....coz i wanna with her long....
.so that i wanna try to change'' his words make me touching.....
ha....i know while i say this....u will ''shoot ''me 1...so i know de....
just i touching by his words.....coz of ming.....he can change the thing that he dislike to do...
he dislike to say sweet ....but he can change......tis guys...proud wif him....
dear~~i know started of this week ...you will be very busy...coz of our exam...
hope my dear add oil....and don't make yourself too tired....
don't forget...sun will always beside you to support....
while you tired...sun will be entertain to relax....
waiting for more 1month....will be back for 3month.....
will be less time to accompany me....but i will understanding.....
and be more mature.....

quarrel...

dear...coz of tat guys...today is 1st time we quarrel....
you teach me....don't put the hate inside heart....
i do it..just i dislike he say me like that ....plus say me is a street girl...
you know girl cant bear other people saying is a street girl....
not i don't want to tell you....i really make many trouble to you already...
i don't you always worry about me....your school work is have been is your burden ....
i don't want increase your burden already...plus you always treat me as a same as a princess..
to me....is happy already....is satisfied already......
tonight.....i m sorry about that.....pls forgive me......

4 m0nTh annIversaRy.....

dear....today is 21th of december.... you know today is what especially day??
is our 4 month annivesary..!!time is pass fast .....eyewink 4 month is pass already....
between us....having many sweet memory...and also sad memory....
but sure is sweet memory more than sad memory....i m so thanks you ..dear...
since we together..you never give up me....between the 4 month....
i m that gal tat like to think nonsense...you always saying me cant thinking like that...
between this 4 month ..together with you....i very happy ......coz of uyou always care to me...
all the thing you do for me...but i useless ....din do anything for you....
only know to make trouble for you.....sorry ya,...
coz of him....i have been make you jealous already....
but i hope my dear trust to me.....NOTHING GONNA CHANGE MY LOVE FOR YOU....
even how his action.....i wont accept .....k??
coz my inside my heart...the place is have been reserve by someone already....
tat is you.....ckheng saw..
HAPPY 4 MONTH ANNIVESARY.....i love you....^^

14-12-2009

today is monday....just only back from my hometown.....
this few day was so vexation...the brain is think nonsense again....
but ....not the thing that scare my dear leave me la...
if let him know...Oh mY g0D....will get scold de leh....
is all about money....my subject...AHHHHH~~~~
money.....is less.....wanna save ....same like people saying....
we can do nothing without money....is correct....
no money....want buy something or do something also difficult...
so....we need to save...save..and save...
my subject...is failed 2 subject already...
what happen.....already study hard...but.............
hey...dun think too much le....still need to study hard.....
make an extra effort la....coz i know.,...you dislike i think too much...
and also gave myself pressure....
promise it.....everyday going on happy....
next week.....you will back....yuhuu....
so happy for that.....although we less to meet...
but same like our pm....even how far the distance...the heart still there....
haha^^

A sTupiD mIstAk3

what happen to me recently....why always make you angry???
why i always make you worry???why??why??why??
this 3 month above...is 2nd time i make you angry already...
dunno why...every time when you angry..i will be so scare....
what i scare about that??before is coz of tat "him" i scare...
coz you say...i no need scare....and you ask me...."am i is him?"
i say no...then u answer..."that enough already..."
when i rethink about that...i try to call myself don't imagine you is him...
i do it...finally...i din think it....yesterday....i m so sorry to you...
i was impulse already....i din think the effect....
when i reach there....my heart was so worried...
why i become like that??finally..i know...
you approve me to go...but the condition is...if i drunk ...you wont back at 23th...
and if next time you go...i cant say no....
ya....really i cant say no....but when i think it....if drunk..you wont back...
suddenly i was so scare....am i scare u will leave me???
i tell myself....CANT!!!! you dislike i think like that,,,
today....i get your forgive....thanks...
i owe you a lifetime...the interests is...treat you more good...
i will make myself do my one's duty....
and will always love you...dear~~~~

THANK DEAR~~~~

i m sorry to my dear about today....
today...coz of some pressure...
my volume was have a bit loudly to him...
and promise him don't cry..but cry again....
dunno why...i feel so pressure...
i want study good on my school work....
i know my brain is not good than other people...
i have been try all my best....
but why......i still useless.......
i always go into the dead end....
luckily...i got a good dear.....
he try to advise me....don't think negative...
try to do all your best....he will also always scold me ...
coz i always go into the dead end...
but he won't give up me....he always encourage me.....
try to think positively....as what we explain already....
if nobody volunteer to hear...is over .....
just go ahead by yourself....
since i got this good dear...
i telling god....this life time....i really so lucky....
coz i got him.....
i just want to tell you,....i real thanks you....
and i love you much.....thanks for always treat me good...
care me....and also patient to advise what i do wrong....
THANKS DEAR~~~~~~

H+0+P+3

hope.....hope....hope.....
i hope it....i bless it......
plzzz.......can i pass??
i have been try hard already......
wat thing tat i can do....
i have been do already.....
plzzz....i hope ....PASS!!!!